Update on the fact that I am indeed living

Oh my GOD! I can’t believe it’s been so long since I’ve posted on EITHER of my blogs. Although, I have started a new one. I can hear my faithful audience of 2 people gasp and say, “If you can’t keep up with two, WHY HAVE ANOTHER?!” Well my little friends, it’s simple. It’s for school. I’m doing a degree in Public Relations at the wonderful Mount Saint Vincent University (Go there, it's really great!) and I'm entering into my last two semesters after enduring a hellish 2 and a half years of classes and work terms and living my life in 4 months increments. I'm soon going to be able to live my life the way I want.

Oh boy, I got off on a tangent. My point - yes. I am taking a class called Advanced Public Relations Writing and it's really into social media (i.e. BLOGS). My professor is probably the only one in the faculty that I know of that is up to the times when it comes to social media. As a future PR practitioner, social media will be a massive component in the way PR is done in the world and I can see it - so can she. Our blogs will be where we have our "hard copy" of our writings. So far I've posted one - a narrative of a day on the job. I chose when I worked for CBSA, because it really had the most varied and interesting experiences. I mean, who can claim that they've met a porn star, let alone hit on you… ulgh. That still disgusts me. No Mario-sex for me, thank you!

So, an update on the last month of my life - well, I'm OUT OF PRINCE EDWARD ISLAND -THANK *&^%$#@ GOD! It's not that I didn't enjoy where I was - I just wish I had more friends up there. Also, there's nothing to do on that island. The whole freaking thing just shuts down during the winter. It's nuts.

My work term went really well - I was very pleased with what I accomplished and if I could, I'd transport the entire office from Charlottetown to Halifax or St. John's and I'd work there for the rest of my life in perfect harmony.

Christmas was hectic!! We started on PEI - travelled to Halifax for Christmas Dinner and then 2 days later we headed to Newfoundland. The travelling over was great - the roads were clear and the boat was a very smooth crossing.

The way back, however. Was Pure. Utter. HELL!

We had a snow storm from Corner Brook to Port-aux-Basques and what should have taken two hours to drive, took four. We had white out conditions and going through the Wreckhouse Site felt like we were in the middle of a hurricane. Mike refers to the white outs in this way:

You couldn't see the hand in front of your face. IN THE CAR!

The boat ride was horrific. Chairs and plates were flying across the ship and it took 7 hours docked on the wharf before we even LEFT. I thought I was going to die and poor Mike got seasick. It was terrible.

The drive back to Halifax was freezing rain - we considered getting a hotel in TRURO because it was that bad.

We made it alive though, to which I am eternally grateful for my fiance's talents and the fact that he is a professional driver!!

Anyway, I'll post more later!!!

I'm alive, really!

I'll post more when my life stops being so topsy turvy. Lots to talk about though!

Love,
Heather

The Mummers Song - A Newfoundland Christmas

I promise to make a real post tomorrow!

We're trimming the Christmas tree right now, and I was fully prepared to have a nice-sized blog today. Maybe later this afternoon? Until then, here's a blog quiz to keep you interested in my life. <3

Your Famous Movie Kiss is from Romeo + Juliet

"Has my heart loved 'till now? Forswear it, sight! For I never saw a true beauty 'till this night."

What Famous Movie Kiss Are You?

I feel like Death

How can a cold/bug/flu come on so quickly? I was feeling GREAT yesterday, and last night when I went to bed I was fine as well. Around 2:00am, I woke up to the sound of me sawing a few logs off. I thought to myself, I don't usually snore unless I'm A) drunk B) exhausted or C) sick. I wasn't THAT tired, I hadn't drank anything, and then I tentatively swallowed and my body went:

"OUCH! YOU BITCH! WHY DID YOU DO THAT?!"

My throat was on FIRE and I couldn't swallow. Then I lifted my legs to get out of bed to get a glass of water, thinking it would help, and my body went:

"Um... why can't I move my legs? When did they turn into lead?"

Not good. I took some time off this morning, thinking the extra sleep would help. Nope, I feel like sludge. Like this big, mucusy blob of sludge.

I hope I'm feeling slightly better tomorrow... it's the office's Christmas dinner/party and I was so looking forward to attending. I'll still go, but how I'm feeling will decide how long I plan on staying. I only have 20 more days left of work - I've made it to the less than three weeks mark... and technically I'm only working 14 of those days. W00t. Two weeks left. Although now I'm really enjoying it, it kind of sucks. Figures that it would happen in my last few weeks of work. Blech.

22 days left until I am back in Halifax for Christmas... yippie!! I think I'm going to make truffles tonight. If I'm not dead by then.

The Passionate Shepherd to his Love

Christopher Marlowe (1564-1593)

Come live with me, and be my love;
And we will all the pleasures prove
That hills and valleys, dales and fields,
Woods or steepy mountain yields.

And we will sit upon the rocks,
Seeing the shepherds feed their flocks
By shallow rivers, to whose falls
Melodious birds sing madrigals.

And I will make thee beds of roses,
And a thousand fragrant posies;
A cap of flowers, and a kirtle
Embroider'd all with leaves of myrtle;

A gown made of the finest wool
Which from our pretty lambs we pull;
Fair-lined slippers for the cold,
With buckles of the purest gold;

A belt of straw and ivy-buds,
With coral clasps and amber studs:
An if these pleasures may thee move,
Come live with me, and be my love.

The shepherd-swains shall dance and sing
For they delight each May morning:
If these delights thy mind may move,
Then live with me, and be my love.

I'm ALIVE!

My anticipated week from hell has ended. It actually wasn't that bad, and I realized how much I missed working under pressure. The website is being presented to Senior Management today in anticipation of a soft launch. It makes me slightly sad that only ACOA staff will be able to view it, but that's 750 people, so it's a big step for me!!

I've read the entire Twilight series this week too... well... I actually read all four books in 2 days. I could NOT put them down! Stephanie Meyer is a GENIUS. Her writing isn't grandeous, it's not convoluted, it's just enough to make a lay person enjoy reading it. My friend told me that it read like fan fiction, and in a way it does. But you see, that's the appeal! I've thought about this, really. Her first person POV of an 18 year old girl who is so in love really does give the atmosphere of the novel that extra electricity that you need. Adding to that, she's included her draft of Midnight Sun, Twilight told in Edward's perspective. If you read Twilight, I highly recommend going to her website and reading the draft - it puts a whole new perspective on the story. I almost (note the key word, almost) wish I was still doing my English degree... I would LOVE to have a discussion about the series. In fact, I'm almost tempted to write a freaking paper on it. Yes, the dork really shines through on that one, I know.

My Weight watchers is going... okay. Not really strict on it, due to my current limitations, but I do have all my meals planned out for January, and I'm working on February! Woo hoo. Living so close to Campus really makes a difference, so I can go home for lunch. I think (*reminder to check my schedule!*)

I've seen Twilight in the theatres... and the book and movie are two completely different entities. I enjoy the movie for what it is, a movie. But nothing compares to the books - it will be interesting if they option the other 2 movies (eclipse and breaking dawn) to see how they'll make it work.

I've only got 24 more days left in Prince Edward Island, which is typical since I'm starting to get used to it. It was the same last summer. Apparetly my transition period is three months.

Figures.

My Promise to You!

I PROMISE I WILL POST ON MY BLOG

IN DEPTH

WHEN THIS CRAZY MOTHER-F***KING WEEK ENDS AT WORK.

That is all.

Love,
Heather

Day One: Success!!

I stayed on track last night! I didn't go over my points at all and I had room for a small bowl of icecream. How exciting!

Now if only today will go as well.... hmmm.

Motivation, motivation, motivation!

Bored & Eating Again already

Found a problem I can work on today. I eat when I'm bored. 

Ha. I say it as though it was new information. I know I eat when I'm bored, but I've got to figure out what to replace food with when I'm bored, or replace the food I used to eat (chips and dip and chocolates) at my desk with a healthier option. 

So I just at 1/2 a cup of baby carrots and now I'm enjoying half a bag of SmartPop popcorn. That should do me over until supper. Which will probably take up the majority of my points, but I won't eat very much of it and I'll make sure I have some zero point snacks this evening. Cause I'm allll out of my weekly allowence points. Boo on hot chocolate with 2% milk and fettucini alfredo. 

Twenty Months & I'm FAT!

I'm getting married in 20 months. That leaves me with 20 months to drop to my desired weight for my wedding, which is roughly 150 pounds. And yes, I will shout it out to the entire world how grossly obese I am - that's about 100 pounds to lose. 

Ohhh boy. Let out that can of worms, didn't I?

Man, I am faaatt. 150 is my "dream goal". I would be exstatic with being 175-180 for my wedding. But that's still over 50 to drop, and it starts TODAY.

No more binging. I know I won't go two years without McDonalds or icecream, chocolate, etc. But this time, I'm going to do it the smart way. 

Everything in moderation. Treat myself once a month to something that I enjoy such as a dinner out or something greasy, but not go overboard. Sure I can eat Kraft Dinner - just not the entire box - so instead have 1 cup with some veggies on the side. I can enjoy a slice of pizza, just not sit down and gobble down half of a party-sized pep & cheese from greco! 

I gotta get back into my loving relationship with vegetables again. I'm afraid I'm going to get scurvy. 

So, to my friends and my family - this is what I ask of you. Respect my decision to become a healthy person and try not to put bad food choices at me. Or if I decline on eating something that I know isn't good for me, don't call me "lame" or similar. 

Encourage my progress and understand that I want to live to be above the age of 50. I want kids, and I want to look f*cking hot on my wedding day. In fact, if you want to encourage me, become a buddy in my healthy lifestyle challenge! I know while not all my friends are "big", many are not "healthy" and it's always good to take care of yourself!

Along with my daily posts, there will be a paragraph at the bottom dedicated to my progress. I will try and not make it all about my lifestyle revolution, but it will now become a regular occurance on my blog.

Day 1: Oooh boy. I'm doing it again.

I lost 27 pounds last summer. I need to lose that PLUS a tonne more before July 17th, 2010. I did it once, I can do it again. The hardest part is remembering how I did it before I met Mike and how to get myself back into that pysche of becoming a healthier me. 

Today I had 1 cup of cereal and a coffee (with mostly milk instead of cream). For lunch, I just finished a really tasty veggie salad from Subway (I wonder how long they're remain tasty before I get burnt out on those. Oh I remember THAT.) 

Because I want to remain full, but not stuffed, I'm waiting 20 minutes before assessing if I had enough for my lunch. *(Which I did)*  

 

I have baby carrots for an afternoon snack at around 2:00 and I also picked up some SmartPop Popcorn to switch it up. Although eating popcorn (even 90% fat free) is not the best choice as it contains more sodium than your body can handle in a day which dehydrates you. 

I've done some exercises at my desk that work well (check out the article here.)  and I've found that they're actually pretty good! I'll add in some pushups and crunches tonight (I hope I can maintain the motivation to do it tonight instead of watching CSI: NY all night) and I should be good to go! 

I'm motivated for now, but I know it will fade. I've got to find ways to keep the motivational train going, and I'm looking for a buddy to join me on my Weight Watchers and exercising. If you're interested, email me.     

Happy Hump Day!

It's wednesday! Thanks GOD.

I've begun the countdown to go back to Halifax (like you guys didn't know already with the big, BLINKING countdown attached to my blog. Anyway, there is only 36 days left. In 5 days, I will only be down to ONE MONTH.

I cannot wait. Well, technically, I can, but I'm a jittering mass of excitement thinking about being back in my own apartment for more than 2 days at a time. This time Mr. and Mrs. Peters are coming with me, and they'll be staying in my apartment. I think I'm going to give them my keys and then I'm going to crash at Curtis' for the weekend to spend it with Mom, Curtis, Jennifer and Rebecca.

I found out on the news that a young woman was killed on a crosswalk on Barrington Street and Sackville two days ago. This woman was only 27 years old and was a co-worker of mine when I worked at Shoppers Drug Mart. She will be terribly missed - her life had only just begun. I remember seeing her the last time I was in Halifax. She was cooing over Rebecca and she, Mom and I just stood there for 10 minutes making silly baby noises about her. Jackyln was a bright spot in everyone's life and I know that there are many people out there, myself included, that are grieving over her loss. R.I.P.

The ABC's of Heather

A
Available: No
Age: 24
Annoyance: Backstabbers
Animal: Dog

B
Beer: Alexander Keiths
Birthday: January 25, 1984
Best Friends: In no particular order, Lindsey, Melanie, Melissa, Laura, Sarah, Amanda. I love all of my friends and consider them "best". There are no favourites with me :)
Body Part on opposite sex: Arms, eyes, lips
Best feeling in the world: Being loved
Blind or Deaf: Deaf
Best weather: Sun is shining, but not scorching
Been in Love: Yes
Been on stage?: Yes
Believe in Magic: Nope
Believe in Santa: I believe in the idea of him, but I know he's not real

C
Candy: Zingy Zaps
Color: Yellow
Chocolate/Vanilla: Vanilla
Chinese/Mexican: Mexican
Cake or pie: Pie
Continent to visit: Austrailia or Africa
Cheese: White Cheddar

D-
Day or Night: Day
Dance in the rain: I have, it's fun. But most people thought I was nuts.

E-
Eyes: Green
Everyone's got: to be freeeee
Ever failed a class?: No

F-
Full name: Heather Jean Chafe
First thoughts waking up: Snooozeee button is too far away
Food: I love it, and it loves me. Clearly.

G-
Greatest Fear: Dying before leaving some sort of legacy
Goals: To have children
Gum: I enjoy it.
Get along with your parents?: Most of the time!
Good luck charm: My fairy keyring. Goes everywhere with me.

H-
Hair Color: Medium brown
Height: Five foot seven
Happy: yes
Holiday: Halloween and Christmas.
How do you want to die: Let's not think about that shall we? Hopefully very, very old surrounded by children, grandchildren and great-grandchildren

I
Ice Cream: Vanilla with crumbled oreos on top
Instrument: Trombone

J-
Jewelry: All gold and very blingy. Love my diamond ring the most.
Job: Junior Communications Officer, ACOA

K-
Kids: YES PLEASE! About 4 of them.
Kickboxing or karate: Kickboxing
Keep a journal?: A journal, a diary, a blog, a recipe book, I write everything down.

L
Love: Mike
Letter: I love getting them because they're so rare now.
Laughed so hard you cried: Mike made me laugh really hard in the car this weekend.

M-
Milk flavor: I was under the impression that milk tasted like MILK. So I'm going to say Skim.
Movies: Don't get to go to enough of them anymore.
Motion sickness?: Apparently only in a transport truck
McD’s or BK: McD's
Number of Siblings: 2
Number of Piercings: 3. Two in my ears, one in my nose.
Number: I dont know.
One wish: More wishes.

P-
Perfect Pizza: No crust, pep & cheese, thin crust
Pepsi/Coke: Pepsi!!

Q-
Quail: I've had it. Tastes like chicken.

R-
Reason to cry: When someone lets you down.
Reality T.V.: No thank you.
Radio Station: - C100
Roll your tongue in a circle?: Yep
Ring size: 8.5, moving towards a nine. Fatty McFatsters.

S-
Song: Right now I love Deborah Cox's "Beautiful You Are". All time favourite though would be a toss up between Spanish Train by Chris deBurgh or Layla by Derek & The Dominos
Shoe size: 10, 10.5
Salad Dressing: Ranch
Sushi: Mmm yum
Skipped school: Yes, yes I have
Slept outside: Yes I have
Smoked?: Yes I have
Skinny dipped?: ... not completely.
Shower daily?: Mostly. If not then 2ndaily.
Sing well?: Oh no. Most definately not.
In the shower?: When no one is home.
Strawberries/Blueberries: Strawberries!

T -
Time for bed: Used to be 12ish... now it's closer to 8 or 9. BURNT OUT B'YS!
Thunderstorms: HATES THEM! HATES, HATES, HATES 'EM!

U-
Unpredictable: Sarah MacLellan

V-
Vacation spot: London, England
Weakness: Puppies
Which one of your friends acts the most like you: None. No one would want to act like me lol.
Who makes you laugh the most: Melanie, Lindsey, Laura, Melissa and Crystal ... all the girls in my wedding party!
Worst feeling: Being let down or not knowing
Wanted to be a model?: Helll no.
Where do we go when we die?: I don't know
Worst Weather?: RAINING/SNOWING

X-
X-Rays: I'm radioactive I've had that many
Ex's: I'm friends with... most of them.

Y-
Year it is now: 2008
Yellow: is the best colour in the world!

Z-
Zoo animal: Lion

LAST PERSON WHO…

1. Slept in a bed beside you? Mike
2. You went to the mall with? Mike
3. You went to dinner with? Mom
4. You talked to on the phone? Mike
5. Made you laugh? Mike
6. Hugged you? Mom or Mike... can't remember
7. Said they loved you? Mike
8. Held your hand? Mike
9. Spoke with? a co-worker
10. You cried over? Mike more than likely.

Wow, Mike filled up the bulk of that last part. LOL!

Have I Been Living Under A Rock?

I totally did not know this!

Have-not is no more: N.L. off equalization
Move off equalization comes a year earlier than expected

Newfoundland and Labrador reached a milestone Monday by becoming a have province for the first time in its history as a Canadian province.

Premier Danny Williams released the news during a media conference, saying that figures released Monday by the federal finance department showed for the first time ever the province would not be receiving equalization payments from Ottawa.

"This is a very proud day for Newfoundlanders and Labradorians, I can tell you. We received information today from the federal government at the finance ministers' meeting that as a result of changes in the figures that as of today — which is a notification — but effectively this year Newfoundland and Labrador is now a have province. That's a momentous day for the people of this province."

In its April budget, the Newfoundland and Labrador projected that it would come off equalization, a federal program that ensures comparable levels of public service are provided across the country, at some point in 2009. Williams said government learned the move happened a year earlier than expected.

In April, Tom Marshall, then the minister of finance, said Newfoundland and Labrador residents should prepare for a "revolution between the years" because of the shift that should come with being a have province.

Williams said Newfoundland and Labrador is operating on its own resources and its own monies because of oil revenues, corporate income taxes, commodity prices and retail sales.

"Today is a significant day. It's a huge event," Williams said. "For 60 years we've been part of the great Canadian federation and we have been recipients of equalization payments from the Canadian government. Over the years we have been ridiculed for that. At times times we've been presented as the poor cousins in Canada. Now we can hold our heads high and feel very good about it … I consider it to be a very significant day for all the people of the province and I want to share this moment with them."

Monday's news finally fulfilled former premier Brian Peckford's prophecy made during his victory speech in 1982.

"I am more convinced than I have any time in the past that Newfoundlanders and Labradorians speak [with] one voice when we all say one day the sun will shine and have-not will be no more," Peckford said on April 6, 1982.

Ontario will qualify for $347 million in equalization payments next year.

GO NEWFOUNDLAND! I'm so proud right now!

I am going into hiding!

I've realized it is practically impossible to go back to Halifax for less than 36 usable hours and be able to see all the people I want. By the time I had spent some time with my mother and Rebecca, Mike was home and we ended up going home and going to BED. I realized Sunday morning that I had no available time to call Amanda OR Dee to hang out, and that I was just plain old exhausted.

I'm still exhausted.

I'm going back NEXT WEEKEND. I'm nuts right? No, Mr & Mrs. Peters are planning on going and he's going to be there delivering Friday and Mrs. Peters figured she'd hitch a ride with me, which makes the drive less unbearable having some company. She is also helping with gas so I know that going up next weekend will be less of a squeeze on my wallet. But after that, I am not planning any more trips back to Halifax until December 25th when I go back for good. I can't do it any more - three weekends in a row is nuts. I love seeing my mother, I love seeing my brother and sister-in-law. And I love seeing Rebecca, but this will be four weeks of non-stop going, going, going without a break. My body is screaming at me on a daily basis, "WHY ARE YOU HURTING ME! I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME! STOP WITH THE TORTURE OF HIGHLY CAFFEINATED BEVERAGES AND TWENTY MINUTE NAPS ON THE SIDE OF THE HIGHWAY!"

Yeah, that's right people. You heard me. Driving yesterday was a battle. It was grey, dreary, raining and foggy. To the left, I had the lovely scenery of grey nothingness. To the right, the same. And in front, I got to look at the arse end of a car and then peer off into an eternity of grey nothingness. I felt like I wasn't making any progress and then my eyes started to get sooo heavy. So by the time I got to Oxford, I pulled over and took a twenty minute nap on the side of the road.

Classy.

Once I got to Aulac, I went to the Irving Big Stop and bought some energy drinks and bought a very large extra-caffeinated coffee. I was wired for sound by the time I hit the bridge. Then a leisurely 40 minute drive and I was at my home away from home, where I proceeded to sit down in front of the TV and veg while watching Mythbusters and not wanting to move. I went to bed at 9 pm. Which is not normal for me. I'm in bed at midnight usally. T-minus 4 days until I'm doing is all over again.

Nuts, b'ys. I'm absolutely cracked.

I stole this idea from Sarah

No worries, I will do a real post soon.

You Are Uptown

You are classy, cultured, and well educated. You are an expert on the finer things in live. Your city girl persona loves all of the opportunities a city offers. But only in the best neighborhoods. You enjoy high end restaurants, the nicest shops, and quiet afternoons at the museum. Of all types, you are the most likely to have a solid career. You like being surrounded by professionals.

Are You An Uptown Girl or Downtown Girl?

You Are a Hazelnut Latte

You often having the craving for something exotic. You get bored easily. You are a true adventurer. Nothing makes you happier than traveling. You're a very cosmopolitan and worldly person. You have sophisticated tastes. You have a keen attention to detail. Little things matter to you - you are a bit of a perfectionist.

What Flavor Latte Are You?

You See the World Through Blue Colored Glasses

You live your life with tranquility. You have faith that things will work themselves out with time. You judge all your interactions through the lens of hope. You try to get all the facts before forming your opinion. You face challenges with wisdom. You know that all bad things pass, and you have the confidence to see problems through. You see love as the utmost expression of trust. Your relationships tend to be peaceful and stable. At your worst, you can be cool, melancholy, and detached. You sometimes have to step back from emotionally charged situations. You are at your happiest when you are able to reflect and relax.

What Color Glasses Do You See the World Through?

You Are Somewhat Closer to Your Family

Your family isn't perfect, but you wouldn't trade them for another family. And when it matters, your family is there for you. You have great friends, and your friends do play an important role in your life. But with your family, your connection is deeper and stronger than it could ever be with friends.

Are You Closer to Your Friends or Your Family?

Your Blog Should Be Yellow

You're a cheerful, upbeat blogger who tends to make everyone laugh. You are a great storyteller, and the first to post the latest funny link. You're also friendly and welcoming to everyone who comments on your blog.

What Color Should Your Blog or Journal Be?

What Your Ideal Wedding Dress Says About You

Your Personal Style: Modern and simple. You like clothes to accentuate who you are, not overwhelm you. Your Ideal Wedding: A small ceremony at an old church with a beautiful flower garden Your Philosophy on Marriage: You can have a deep commitment without marriage. It's only a piece of paper. Your Perfect Marriage: Simply loving each other a little more every day

The Wedding Dress Test

Wedding Songs!

I know my wedding is like... 20 months away... but still. I've picked out two of my wedding party songs!! The song that Mike and I will have for our first dance is "We are Man and Wife" by Michelle Featherstone. The second song I've chosen is for the dance with my Dad. I've picked "Blsessed" by Elton John. One, because I love Elton John and I knew he had to be in there somewhere, and two, because the lyrics are wonderful. And I didn't want a song sung from the bride's point of view, but more from the father's POV.
Enjoy the videos of the songs (please ignore the One Tree Hill theme, it was the only one that had the entire song on it!!)

My weekend in Halifax!

Was absolutely amazing! I got to see my friends (except Amanda, boo) and spend time with my mom, Jennifer and Rebecca. Curtis was only home on Tuesday because he had been out on business, but because I left something back in my apartment that I need while I'm here in PEI, I've got to go back this weekend. No, it wasn't intentional lol. [ ;) ]

Fourty two days until I'm back in Halifax for good and then fourty-six days until I'm back in Newfoundland! I can't wait to see Melanie, Lindsey, Laura and Melissa!! I'm also really excited to go on a road trip with my baby that's not in a transport truck!!

I went out Monday night for drinks and realized how freaking OLD I am. By 11:30 I was dying and had to go home. Mike had to put me to bed I was feeling that sick. I guess I can't do it like I used to, and that doesn't really bother me all that much! I'd much rather stay at home and chill out than go out drinking. There's really not that much fun in it for me anymore. I don't know if it's because I'm with Mike now, or if it's just the natural progression of me being a mature adult. Who knows. I know there are people who'll go out partying every weekend while they're in their thirties, but that's just not for me.

Anyway, I've got to go post on my other blog on what's inspiring me today!! Talk to you guys later on!

I'm coming home!!

In 3.5 hours, I will be on my way to Halifax to spend 4 glorious days with my mom, my sister-in-law and my absolutely, positively gorgeous neice, Rebecca. I can not wait. I will also have the opportunity to visit my friends and spend some quality time with my apartment. I miss my apartment. I miss... cleaning my apartment. LOL!

So my last post was rather depressing, and one of my friends has suggested that I do something about it. I'm not sure what to do, really. But I promised her I would think long and hard about eating my share of crow. Mmm, that sure looks good. We'll see.

This blog has certianly managed to put a stopper in the serious downward spiral of depression I was headed into. It kind of ebbs and flows now instead of rushing at me at 100 miles an hour like a gyser. Creative outlets are good for the soul I guess. I'm going to start writing again - and this time it won't be under the idea that I want to publish it - it will be for me. It may suck, who knows. But at least it will be mine.

For now, I'm going to leave you all with a favourite quote of mine, by John Ruskin:

"Do not think of your faults, still less of other's faults; look for what is good and strong, and try to imitate it. Your faults will drop off, like dead leaves, when their time comes."

What Inspires You?

For me, it's my family. They can, in a single day, infuriate me to the point of desiring a divorce from them, or make me feel as though I'm the most cherished person on the planet. Such is the way with families I guess.

I will be embarking to Halifax in 1.5 days to visit my mother. I'm extremely excited, I haven't seen her since July. I'm also excited to be spending more than one night in my apartment. It's starting to feel more like a hotel than my home.

I said that my family inspires me, but I consider my friends to be a part of my family as well. I'm counting down the days to get back to St. John's to be with my closest friends. No matter where we are in the world, or how long it's been since we've talked or seen each other, it feels like it's only been hours since we've last talked. Our lives our moving in different directions and we're all doing such different things, but the one thing always remains the same - we're always there for each other no matter what.

I'm such a sentimental sap! :)